Funny how things, don't work out the way you plan. And its even more funny, how I'm still learning that. Last semester was rough. And I'm ready for a new beginning with this upcoming one. Trying to control everything that I can't is exhausting; especially when it doesn't turn out the way you expect and end up tired from putting in the effort. I can only control my decisions and actions. I'm physically and emotionally through with everything that has happened, and I am ready to take the steps necessary to move forward. It's a new mindset; a new me. From high school to college, I understand I am completely different. I know what I want, and what I don't want; I know who I am, and who I'm not. It's as clear as the sun. I will not compromise, I will not settle. I will only shoot for what's best. From investing in the right people, to the highest goals and dream, I'm ready to start over; to start new.
I am somewhat proud to say that the most important decisions, like the people I've kept in my life, are ones I would make all over again.
"All The Same"
I dont mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here
Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same
Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
Suddenly
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breath you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am
I dont mind, I dont care
As long as you're here
Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same
Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes
Its all the same
In my life
The compromise
I'll close my eyes
Its all the same
Go ahead say it
You're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are now
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same
